Agoraphobia: When OCSD Won't Leave you Alone

Theirs is this lady whose apartment is in my building. It is apartments hooked together. I don’t talk to people. Due to the problems, I have with the OCSD, I rarely leave my house. The last time I left my house, I went to the dollar store at Oakland Pointe, around the corner from my apartment. The manager was sitting outside, with a distraught look on her face staring out at the parking lot. I understand why, I went down the aisle to get my snacks and there were like ten young girls coming down the aisle towards me. I must admit it was intimidating, they were young, but some of them were the size of full-grown women. There was only one cash register open, but I knew the manager had come from outside, because I saw her. All these teenaged girls stood at the cashier talking and looking at me. I called out irritated at the harassment, “Is there another register open?” The cashier called out, “the manager is open on four, she is waiting for it to get backed up!” I turned my cart towards four and said, “It’s backed up!” The manager called me over and she began ringing my groceries. The “lady” the girls were with called out something in a disrespectful tone. I finished loading my stuff on the belt and loudly said, “Mind your business,” one of the teenagers said, “Ooh, she just told Miss… to mind her business!” The “woman” to save face with the children walked over to the register I was at to explain to me that she just saying, but then at the end said, “SISTER” with emphasis. Making inference to my man being White, like I don’t know I’m Black. She’s not sister, but I answered her, “I was just saying mind your business”. In a lower tone, because she is closer now. I paid for my stuff, and she walked back to the group of teenagers

As I walked out, I had to look for my keys. I stopped in front of the register where they were paying for their things, and they were still there giving the cashier a hard time. I would have been in that store waiting behind those girls, forever, they were already picking up stuff asking, “how much is this?” It’s a Dollar, and twenty-five cent store. So, I knew what it was and walked out to my car and left. They always want to challenge me. God gave me a ministry of Women, not teenaged girls. They tell people I’m gay, I’m not. They tell White women, I’m messing around with a White woman’s husband I’m not! All I’m trying to do is live my life. I’ve done anything to anyone, and I have never committed a crime. When I’m driving down the street, I must have cars driving with me, because they always have white cars pulling out like they’re going to run into me. I can’t go anywhere, without being harassed! Everywhere I go, they follow behind me telling people lies about me. The one that cracked me up the most was, “If I talk to my man that I’m going back to prison”. The people won’t harass me if he is my man, so they either lie or don’t mention him at all. To this day, no one has won against me, and no one will. They think sending me to prison was their plan, but why for two (2) years and six (6) months I lived alone in prison? I had to go insane, but we are all a little insane. I was tired of those bull daggers harassing me and keeping me up all night. I was in prison for something I didn’t even do, why would I change who I am for people who are weak and had succumb to being someone they are not to get along with demons. To harass someone for 11-years, because they can’t win. I mean they have cameras in my house watching every move. I can’t scratch my ass without them knowing. I don’t know how they are allowed to do it, I guess it’s the Patriot Act. I know I’ve never given anyone permission to video my entire life, they even have camera and audio in my car, phones tapped, and the outside perimeter of my house. Most of the time when I pull up another car pulls up, too! I am wanted.

I’m doing this woman a favor and she’s doing them a favor by talking sh*t about schizophrenics who stay in the house all the time and people who keep them locked in the basement. Where their nails grow long and their hair is stringy. She thinks she’s going to infiltrate my life to know all my business to report back to the demons. They have daughters and mothers trailing me everywhere I go. One woman looks at me like “Ah ha, I got my mother and yours is dead.” I hated going to Walmart with my mother! They have no idea. Then I had to go home with her. My brother would call me so frustrated, apologizing about how he doubted my sanity. My mother was something else. More than anyone could know, who didn’t live with her. She was mean. I am not glad my mother is dead by no means, but my brother wanted me to take her back, and I told him, “When you ask God for deliverance and He delivers you. You don’t go back to what he delivered you from.” There is no answer to that. But he kept trying. I kept Godding.

The next day she was not trying to make me leave my house with no bullsh*t story about agoraphobia. She wanted to express how Christians need to let God deal with the people who do them wrong. I used to be that way, but my man is mean. They were going to get him in 2001, but I showed up and saved his life. They thought they were controlling his life. Thought he had forgotten all about me. That he had married a White woman and had White kids. There was one of the receptionist, at this lady’s eye doctor that was set up with all these situations to take jabs at me, I kept laughing at her, and she finally went back behind the desk and sat down. Like I said, my man is mean. He spent 25 years getting those people back. I just laughed, but I got a little revenge for myself as I learned from him. Either way they lose, because they just can’t leave people alone. They can’t seem to stop being obsessed with me. Today, as I drove into the post office there were two Black men standing in the parking lot, old men. Just like there were four old White men at the doctor. They want me to be a whore so bad. I’ve waited 25 years for my man. I love him. I’m never going to have sex with anyone else. Not as long as he lives. Do you want to know why I never leave my house? Those demons won’t leave me alone. They are used to whores, just giving in. I watched this documentary about this man who was killing women who smoked crack in Clevland. It was titled, “Unseen”. Its on Amazon Prime. He raped and killed 85 women! To men like the ones that are harassing me, rapist, they don’t see us. The police in Clevland didn’t see the woman that got away. It took them three weeks to talk to her about the rape and assault. They didn’t press any charges, and said it was her word, against his. He had already spent 15 years in prison for rape! He didn't have a word.The next scene were pictures of her scars, bruises, and lacerations from where he tried to kill her. They see me, I think because I’m innocent but I still don't leave my apartment, much. Anthony Sowell was sentenced to DEATH.The same reason I would never give in to prostitution for them. THAT WOULD BE A DEATH SENTENCE TO ME. TO BE SEPARATED FROM God would kill me! He's the only reason I'm alive! The first newscast Simon did after the blog I wrote about him, and our association was how Epstein’s bank had to pay $309M to the survivors of Epstein’s Island. I am waiting for my share from Oakland County, no WE are waiting our share.

Hi Simon

“For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.” – Romans 8:38-39

Kaiser v. Pontiac Part II: Save our Souls

I don’t know Cicely Kaiser personally. I may have seen her at Jefferson when she came to visit her dad there. What I do know from reading the lawsuit she filed is that she is a strong believer in herself. I’m about 10 years older than she is, but taking that job from Ahmad Taylor was a bad move. I blame her dad not being here. Bob would have tried to coach her through it and stepping in to talk to Taylor as a man defending his daughter. Not like a husband defending his wife, because there is some jealousy anger there. Ahmad was shaken, because he sent her husband to his brother to let him know he got back up. Women without fathers or husbands are prime targets for women trying to make it on their own. I remember a guy who used to sit with me outside my house. We had hooked up 10 years before and my brother was a teenager, 16 or 17. He was young and feeling his way through life. Now, I’m 30 and my brother is 28. We’re sitting in this man’s car, and my brother walks out to get in his car. As he passes, he investigates the car and gives one of his meanest mugs he has. Gets in his car and leaves. I had two conversations the next day. My brother asked this question, “What? That nigga don’t have a place to live, he got to sit out there with you in his car?” He wasn’t mad, but serious. The conversation with the guy went like this, “That was was your brother last night? He got big, he ain’t no little boy no more.” The mean mug had done its job. The second half of the conversation was about me moving to my own place. He said he had a hook-up at the Patrick Henry apartments. I couldn’t afford to move out of my mother’s house. I saw that guy maybe twice after that. He couldn't see me, because he didn’t want to see my brother. Soon after her husband called Taylor it was over. The job and all his promises that he never intended to keep. Men use sex to satisfy their libido and have control over a woman, especially cowardly men. Once they started having sex, it would be all about him and his goals, and her non-profit would be forgotten. I had a politician offer me a job, when I asked him to help with my non-profit. That's never a good sign.

Second Amendment

She had told her too much and he knew she had told her husband everything. Her husband wasn’t scared of his brother, because he’s gay, a down-low brother. Cicely must have told Taylor they were divorcing, and Taylor thought he wasn’t a factor, but he’s calling and suddenly becoming a factor. It shook Taylor to the core, because of his brother and because he wasn’t the only one in her ear. That’s real control, isolation. She was not alone and was going to her husband about him. He didn’t know for how long, and what she had told him. Taylor was very vulnerable and tried to cut his losses by firing her. That created a whole list of problems that includes this lawsuit. I wouldn’t be surprised if it was Mr. Lee who put her up to this lawsuit. Men don’t like men who think they are a better man than they are, and this Ahmad Taylor guy is a piece of work. Who admits to a person they just met that they are involved in a criminal enterprise that includes the mayor, the city council, library board and rich White men in neighboring cities? People say he’s just that arrogant and I say he’s just that stupid. Like all the stories of a woman has taking down a man. Like Sampson, he has sacrificed his power for a beautiful woman and told all his secrets and now he will be defeated, because I doubt that Charles Miller is standing between him and the FBI. They have a way of separating crooked FBI from real FBI. I don’t know how they do it. I think the crooked ones are gullible. I’m still not FBI and that’s how they do it. They just don’t add you to the books. They put me in a shoe box under the bed or in a box in the back of the closet. That way they don’t have to claim me. If they are doing that a lot the crooks of Pontiac are in big trouble. Just like Ahmad Taylor is.

Melanie Rutherford

I found out in this amendment that Melanie Rutherford is vice-president of the Housing Commission. I wrote a blog about her months ago and they erased it. Along with the one about the Detroit police officer who is raping his daughter in Florida, the OCSD who got caught molesting children and mysteriously committed suicide and Douglas Jones who I’ve never known to have a young girl on his side. All have disappeared from my list of blogs. So of course, I’m going to re-write every one of them. Evidently, they are something they don’t want everyone to know. Melanie has no business being the vice-president of anything. She doesn’t even have a degree. She can play a good game and sing one, but she has no education behind those words and those songs. She’s a crook though and she’s one of the reasons Pontiac can’t move forward. She has no idea what she is doing. She heard that shelter was getting $100K and hurried over there to get her cut. I said that she was getting the vouchers from Taylor, but she’s giving them away, because she's vice-president. They took my blog down to protect a fellow criminal, but they must remember, Melanie has a sister in prison. I’m not going to go into how she lost me the apartment she promised me. She did what she was supposed to do. Get me into the hotels in Oakland County. To see how Oakland County has turned the entire County into one great big ole whorehouse. You say why does she keep on talking about prostitution. It’s all relative. The OCSD was finally mentioned in the lawsuit. He uses them to intimidate people who give him a hard time, because there is no scam going on in Pontiac that the police aren’t getting their cut. All criminal activity is linked to OCSD, all of it. They kill people, too. But dying is the biggest witness protection program they’ve ever created. They think they’ve killed someone, but it was the Feds taking over their scheme. They’re watching and harassing me, but they need to be watching the person sitting next to them smoking crack and doing lines with them. That new guy, if you are a guy, you've been having sex with.

I’ve had two major drug indictments in my life, my father in 1982 and my brother in 1998. My father told me that he’d been riding with undercover police for months. He didn’t know, because he snorted more mixed jive (heroin and cocaine) than he did, and he took him down. That’s how my grandmother got taken down. With my brother, it was family. That’s why Ahmad Taylor should stop telling people his brother is gay. They are wanting me to be gay and do drugs so bad. When you need to be worried about the gays and addicts you got hanging around them. You’re going to get those indictments and be shocked who the people are testify against you. I won’t be me, because I’m not associated, but a victim. I say Cicely is going to win. By just having friends who get the word about Taylor being an arrogant a-hole. They can’t stand him. He should have tried to be more likable. Instead, he alienated people he finds less-than to be around.

One term Melanie

Ode to his Wife

I hope she's following me...

Thanks for getting the word out "Hutch", because my man is such a super liar and the Lions are his favorite team!

They are so gullible, I'm cracking up!!! That's probably why they think I'm stupid, because they are so stupid. you only see in others, what you see in yourself.

Breaking News: The holes in Detroit are filled with Poison

Remember, I said due to the relationship Mary Sheffield with the contractor the holes in Detroit. The holes where houses sat in Detroit wouldn't be filled. These people have filled the holes with poisoned dirt from Southfields old Northland dirt. Here's the thing, my aunt is a minister at Triumph, and I thought Pastor Solomon Kinloch bought that property a few years back. Charlie LeDuff is on it. He went to see Siver and didn't get to get his appointment, because Siver didn't show up for the meeting. He simply didn't show up for work that day. I spoke to Siver, a while back. A woman by the name of Sonja Gardner was stirring up trouble with Southfield police and their entire administration. She said they were following her and was listening in on her phone conversations and stuff. The same things I was going through with Oakland County Sheriff's Department (OCSD). I reached out to her and we talked on th phone, and she had a meeting for her cause. I went to the Southfield library and she had three men present that she was sleeping with, who were her "friends" who helped her with her bills. In the summer of 2025, I was homeless and stayed at the Quality on Telegraph, in Southfield and it was a whorehouse with men women and children, being prostituted. When I met Siver in his office he was nice. Except when you run from Charlie, well, I have to question you moral. Charlie claims he sold that poisoned dirt to Detroit, knowing it was poison. Whatever the situation is, Charlie is on it. Southfield had a big sex trafficking bust a few months after I got my apartment and settled in. The people in Sothfield were wore out. There is no way the police aren't involve or the Mayor for that matter. With this poisoned dirt they sold Detroit. I don't reach out to people, anymore. That Sonja person was trying to get me to prostitute. She moved on to NAN and the men there. I quickly moved on from that kinship. I'm try to stop prostition, not become a prostitute. It's a goverment run business, and that makes it a "menace to society". Brenda Lawrence who was once the Mayor of Southfield resgned her position as US Representative. To listen to Ahmad Taylor, there are people in politics can be made corrupt very easily. In Oakland County it's a consortium. They try to say it's the Black people. So, they mess on us, and the crimes we commit, like it's just us. The White men in Oakland County are running the biggest racket in the US. How do I know this? The corruption they are involved in spans to Florida. In my dealing with them Florida has come up several times, at least four. Here's Charlie:

NAN

These are some of the men, women and children of Southfields sex trafficking enterprised.

Carolyn Clifford Television News Queen

It has been my goal in my Christian life to love everyone. There is not one effort by me to pick fights. I just like to say it like it is and move forward. I know that's what my truth is how I see it. Most of the time I’m close to what’s true and real in a situation. Here, I have a very tough situation, because I’m touching base on a person that feels like she is untouchable and at this point, they are threatening my platform and threatening my life. I said there would be a subliminal answer to my Dave Coulter blog. In the six o’clock intro, she threatened my life, with a story about a missing woman. A threat the Sheriff’s Department uses often. The last time I not only was I threatened, but my fiancé was, too. A couple that went missing was found dead in a rural area. Recently, an FBI agent upset, because I wrote that my old landlord sniffed my panties, and went in my apartment and stole my trash and rifled through it had gotten a personal protection order (PPO) against, by the sixth circuit court, in Oakland County. I left out that I had attempted to get a PPO on him and the “visiting judge” wouldn’t give me one. The FBI agent reported on a person that went missing, and whose body was found in a wooded area with their passport a few yards away. My old landlord broke in my footlocker, smashed my safe open and all he found was my passport. He illegally evicted me and stole all my things. I’m not afraid of cowardly men. Women who don’t ride with other women sicken me! The man in New Jersey admitted to killing eight women. That’s how many they found.

The women in Oakland County Jail are prostitutes, too. The idea that Carolyn Clifford believes she is above it all, is incredible. Women of all races, socioeconomic backgrounds are raped and murdered every day. You aren’t exempt, you or Mary Sheffield. I caught on to Carolyn Clifford when Solomon Kinloch and Sheffield had their debate on Channel 7. Clifford and Sheffield had put their heads together to make him look bad. The moderators in these kinds of events should be neutral. I only went to the Baptist church for six years, and I’ve seen these kinds of tricks numerous of times. Kinloch tends to use the word “ain’t”. He did it in the debate, I could see Sheffield looking at Clifford and smiled, Clifford smiled and nodded. They were in total agreement in a “mean girl” fashion. Clifford had the next question, and it was on children and literacy. It was small and you may have missed it, but I don’t miss anything.

Then one day I’m watching Charlie LeDuff and he’s talking about these huge holes in the streets, of Detroit. Where houses used to sit. Where kids can fall in and drown, he mentions the guy who was doing the demolition, he just slipped in that Mary Sheffield had been sleeping with him. He ended with the city won’them getting done. That is getting those holes filled. That contractor did what most men do, have sex with a woman to get control of the situation. Most of these so-called high-class women get to the top by sleeping with so-called high-powered men. In this case, Mary Sheffield did the city a disservice if she really was doing that. He really doesn’t have to do anything. She’s married now, what will her husband say? I don’t like either of them Clifford or Sheffield. After the story at Maria Vista and those two young women saying it was a good place, then eight women coming up with a lawsuit. Clifford was scurvy on that from the beginning. A young woman ran away and was found with a 62-year-old man! Who does that if not forced by worse living conditions.

As women we should not be against one another, but love and protect one another. This whole idea that looks give you an edge over other women should be extinct. Her little friend, Christianna Ford, is so Black, she thinks she is White. Covering stories in Northville and Novi. You’ve met these types, before? They have such a dark complexion they don’t like anything that looks like them. I reached out about a story that was going around about the Pontiac schools. The mother had reached out to me for help. Ford wrote to me asking what I think she could do? She never said anything about that’s not her area of reporting. She just didn’t answer me back. Two weeks later, the story blew up, the mom, Kayla sent her son and his friends and told them to video some of these incidents in the school. It was all over the place, it went viral. Ford, keeping away from Pontiac and Black people problems missed the story for Channel 7. You never saw that report on seven, because Ford in her dislike of the color of her skin, dropped the ball I think she was keeping away from me. Not wanting to give any credit to me and what I have to say. Well, thanks to me and my 4939(a) form, Sean Carlson is gone. Heather Catallo is mad, because it was me and not her reporting that did it.

Women are so mean to one another. I do my best to lift everyone up. When you’re an addict, it is hard to stay away from corruption. That money is hard to say no to. No, I haven’t gotten a letter clearing Mike Bouchard. He’s still on my list of deviants. He has allowed prostitution to go on in his jail for 30 years. I don’t think they are willing to give him a pass. To my landlord, your FBI is not my FBI and everything you did in that apartment was recorded. My FBI looks out for me, and doesn't kill me on the news. To the television queen, you should take it from Taryn Asher, just because you smile at everyone, and laugh and act friendly, people can still see you, even if you can’t see yourself. I think they call it phony?

Kayla

David Coulter: Not a Crook

I was watching Channel 7 News today, and they had a feature on about Dave Coulter, and the City Manager of Orion Township. This man, Chris Barnett was on there talking about the money they pay the County for using their deputies to patrol the streets of Orion. He says he is a consumer, because he pays for Oakland County to provide a service. I’m over here cracking up, because Dave Coulter is a good man. Heather Catallo needs to seek advice from Simon or is trying to use me to ruin someone’s good name. They are mad at me, because I don’t like Mary Sheffield, and said she was a female Kwame Kilpatrick. Now, Carolyn Clifford is trying to pull one over on me, by showing Coulter in a picture of Melanie Rutherford, whom I can’t stand. I blame her for being homeless for ten months; by claiming she was going to get me an apartment on Golf Drive that she never delivered. She’s just hopping around Oakland County trying to “get up on some money”. As we say in the hood. Now, she’s blond as atrocious as she was when she sat on Council. When I got settled in my place, I heard a few complaints about members of Oakland County’s Board, staff andcCommissioners. Sean Carlson has resigned and he was supposed to. I wrote a form 3949(a) on Dave Coulter, and he didn’t cheat on his taxes. If that’s true, then he either knows something or he’s just not a crook. Either way, he's safe by me.

I got a letter from the IRS telling me the person I had contacted them about on December 19, 2025, had no tax fraud at that time, and to send the more information as I got it. They cannot tell me if they are investigating or not, but this person is clear. I had to go back and see who I sent the form on, and it was David Coulter! I was astonished, because he took up for Carlson and Woodard. Either way you cut it, his taxes are good. I don’t know how far they go back, but Coulter is clear, and I’m glad somebody has some sense in Oakland County. Melanie Rutherford shows up at every event like Halle Berry. In every picture, she's making sure she’s seen and is beside a popular politician. This is way to stay relevant. She did one term in Council, treated people so badly, including me, no one wanted her back. Now, she’s at the homeless shelter telling them she’s going to give them vouchers. She’ll get those vouchers from the Housing Commission and Ahmad Taylor. She’s riding dirty and yelling at the women in the shelter that they won’t get their vouchers and a home if they don’t act right. Now, they’re trying to link her to Dave Coulter to make her look good, and make him look bad, or make me look bad by writing a disparaging blog about him. I try to tell them the Feds are always ten-steps ahead of them. I got that letter two weeks ago. It means that I’m not to bother Coulter. He isn’t “dogging” Barnett. He’s probably waiting him out. He knows what I know.

Those deputies pick up those young people and take those people to jail to be sold. Barnett knows all about it, and they are pimps, the 12 townships that use OCSD, knowing they are crooks. They are being charged more, because they are pimping people to the sheriff’s department, those patrolling deputies, make at least $10-15 thousand dollars moreplus their salary. Then those same deputies will ask for raises. Who will pay for the raises? Surely not Orion Township! God forbid… When Diedra Waterman was mayor, I wanted to work with Jane Bias-DSisessa, the Deputy Mayor, so badly, because she negotiated the contract Pontiac has with the Sheriff’s Department. If they are going to double dip, we need to pay less, if they want to act like it isn’t happening, they should pay more. I know that might sound wrong but it is right. Orion is double dipping. I spoke to a Chief in the area. He says he says nothing about, “his boys” making money on the side. Damn, even sex trafficking? It's like paying someone to fish in your pond, it doesn't make sense. I just listened because his wife was looking at me strangely. I guess she thought I had stolen one White man from his White wife, I was not going to steal from her. Like I said, I don't mess with married men! Each man makes money off the street, if they are going to make more by pimping and still collect a salary, why should the county pay for their raises? If they have a union, they get a raise every year. Those are taxpayers’ dollars being used every year.The city or county pays them to run a criminal enterprise; that’s not right! They are going after Coulter, because he’s clean. Everyone knows he gay. That’s why Tim Griemal resigned, because he was gay the MIP (Men in Pontiac) tried to run the city on that. That's why Barnett should pay more, in my opinion. In refernce to our city, they should take the loss. Who runs the townships? The county, and Patterson wanted to turn Pontiac into a township when they took over our police department! We should negotiate on the way they do illegal business on our streets, but no one wants to talk about that! Just look away from all the corruption. I have told Channel 7, Investigators about this and they do nothing. No one wants to talk about prostitution, and now they want to talk about it, without talking about it. If that makes sense. When I went to a city council meeting, there was a bunch of MIPs on the front row. They were using intimidation tactics to lure Griemal in and make him submit to their demands. He doesn’t operate like that.

Mike McGuiness is gay and doesn’t act afraid to let it show. You can’t harass someone if the are “out the closet”, but Griemal isn’t. His profile is heterosexual. When left jail in 2013 and went back in to see Griemel, it was two years after the first time we met, and he made some rude comments about me and my hysterical pregnancy in 1991. It wasn’t like the last time we had spoken, and he invited me to the Commissioners’ meeting, and we had long conversations about my case. No, he was cruel and mean, he was a State Representative at the time, I was distraught about the way I was treated by him. I "begged "them" to tell me something about him that he wouldn’t want people to know. I got a picture of some cross dressers at a cheap motel. For Coulter, it’s about prostitution, because they can’t get something on him, they are going to say he’s corrupted, a good man who does good, deserves the truth told about him him. The IRS sees no wrong in this man, and neither should you. Besides, doesn’t Bouchard handle the books for the Sheriff’s department? Maybe Barnett should call him for answers. He would be the next logical step in this matter. In fact, he should have been the first, when he was trying to take over Pontiac he acted like the county didn’t exist. L Brooks Patterson, County Executive at the time, didn't make an appearance at those meetings. They will answer my blog on the news tomorrow, and I can’t wait. It will be subliminal, so pay close attention.

Lake Orions Police; Lisa Y.

Hi Simon...

This is Simon Shayket and his wife Veronica. Together they have a son named James. Simon used to work with his wife on Fox 2 News. He left and went Channel 7 News and She had James and never went back to work at Fox 2. I found out they were married when either seven or two did a compilation of their staff and their family one Christmas. I had been emailing Simon for a couple of years or so. The reason I knew Simon is because he was first on Fox 2, and that’s the only channel we can watch in jail. Maybe, because Mike Bouchard is a Republican, and Fox is a republican station or maybe they have a messed-up antenna system, but channel 2 doesn’t come through on my television. I started writing Huel Perkins in jail. I don’t know if he got all the letters, but if he did, he could write a book of his own. Simon could print off all the emails I’ve sent him and write another book of his own. Before he left Fox, he was reporting on a story that had reference to the FBI. While he was speaking, a caption came up that read, “Simon Shayket: FBI Spokesperson”. My eyes got so big. I thought, “Yes, that’s going to be my FBI connection!” Now, they’ll leave me alone! Then he was gone. I was so sad. I thought, “Why would God do this to me?” It was a mere habit to watch Fox 2. Huel Perkins was there, and he knew everything about my experiences in jail. For some reason, one day I was watching Channel 7, and BOOM! Simon was there. I still didn’t know what to do. I liked Channel 7, and was in the habit of watching it, because it came on after The View and Oprah. So, I started watching seven, because Simon was there, and I thought if I could tell him my story and get him on my side, they would leave me alone, “they” the Oakland County Sheriff’s Department. He’s an anchor now, at five, with Glenda Lewis. When I started writing to him, he was reporting from the field or whatever.

One day, I had an interview at Kroger. There was a man who looked like Simon at the other end of the counter. He was waiting for the older woman checking out. I had been watching, because he looked like Simon Shayket. I was thinking, “What a great guy to be taking his grandma to the grocery store.” The weather was snowy and it was a sweet gesture. I kept glancing at him to seem not to be staring or flirting. Y’all, know I have a man, and now I know Simon has a wife and a son. I’m not a home wrecker. OCSD has spoken to every man I’ve ever slept with in Pontiac, but they try to insist that Simon and I are “an item”. None of them were married, the men they’ve spoken to. There are only six, the other three were in Ohio and one is dead. I hate to say this, but I see Simon as FBI and relief, but OCSD could care less. They are the FBI. When I was standing in my cell cussing them out, Alder taped it so he could let their FBI listen to it. When I went to give Simon the sign and he beat me to it, I started writing him emails at the station. What I’m telling him is news and the biggest and best story for Channel 7 News and Simon ain’t a fool. We both get something from this relationship, and those are the best kinds of relationships. I haven’t gotten my Disability check yet. After the third comes and goes, I’m going to email Simon. I don’t know what he will do, because he NEVER writes me back.

Sometimes I write to Simon and the next day when he comes on the air, he looks like somebody beat him with a wet rag. He’s White and Middle Eastern, thus “Shayket”, and he is so cool. He’s like my big brother, even though I know I’m probably a few decades older than him. He used to wear these red jeans all the time, and when I used to say, “He couldn’t be married, no woman would let her man wear the same jeans all the time!” Then I think of my man’s blue and yellow polo. I don’t even see him all the time, and he’s worn it three times. I saw it for the first time in a picture on Facebook in 2010 and the last time a couple of months ago. That means he has owned it for 16 years, at the least. What can I do? It’s his favorite shirt. I guess Veronica picks her battles. I wished I could pick mine. The OCSD keeps trying to make me a prostitute. My check did not coming on time, is another way they are trying to make me submit to them. I never even think of that when I'm in a bind. I know what I was and am, prey. I know whose I am and that's God's. People who don't know him, will never be able to change me. The Feds just watch and “see what color the walls are going to be”, if I'll decide to become a whore this time, maybe lay bets. before they decide to come and rescue me. That includes Simon. He has “Former FBI Spokesperson”. I don’t know what TV Show or movie I got this from, but “Once FBI, always FBI”. "My Boy" Simon:

Proverbs 18:24 - "One who has unreliable friends soon comes to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother."

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