My man is Steve "Witt" Wittebort. I met and fell in love with him when I was eight years old. He claims that he fell in love with me, too. We fought on the playground a few days after we met, because I loved his eyes. I wanted a closer look and he had been fighting and was mad. They are gorgeous, this green like crystal, not like hazel, but I like to say peridot. When he gets mad, they look like he’s crying, but he is angry. I really think he is handsome, but he’s so quiet he’s kind of weird and awkward acting, but I like that, too. He’s always thinking about something, working you out. He likes me, so whatever he gets from me is good. He had left once, went to Lake Orion, I think. He came back when we were 15. I was walking down the hall from the West Commons to the East, and he was walking from the other way. His eyes were glowing down the hall to me. I hadn’t seen him since he was a little, but the eyes had it. I said to myself, “It’s the little boy! God sent him back to me!” I walked to my best friend’s locker and exclaimed, “He’s here, he’s here!” She is just as quiet and awkward as he is. She shifted her notebook book back and forth and asked me frustrated, “Who is here?” I took my hands and shook her shoulders back and forth. “The little boy!” She was still fixing up her papers. I didn’t remember his name. “The boy from Webster, he’s big now!” “You are crazy, you know that?” “Yeah, but I saw him!” Did he see you?” She asked. "I don’t know!” I mumbled.
It wasn't until 12th grade that we had a class together. This cracked Colleen O’Brien up in court. She looked at Denise Brainard When I said it to let her know it’s destiny. See I was there on trial for stalking him, but not really. Everyone there knew except the woman beating cop, McDougal, and me, that the Feds were doing something. So, when Brainard asked the question and I answered, the answer made O'Brien chuckle. That one class was “Investigative Paper”. Steve was now a cop, he had just become a detective in 1999. He had sat directly in front of me and watched him for the entire hour. His hair is grey now, but back then it was this brown that wasn’t quite bear-brown and not dirty blond either, for me it was as unique as his green eyes. I’d watch as he’d sink into his chair thinking. I asked my favorite,sister, one of those thinkers too, what they think about when they do that, she said she didn’t know. He’d probably give the same response. Now, Macallister is gone, I kind of knew something was up with him. He was Mississippi’s State Trooper of the Year. He had interviewed little old me for this bogus stalking case. What was he doing in Pontiac working on this little funky old stalking case, and he kept laughing at me, and taking pictures of Steve and me. He gave one to Steve of me, and one to me of Steve. I looked at mine; Steve had turned his head. I balled it up and threw it in the toilet and flushed it. I don’t know what he did with me. Judge Bill Waterman sent me home. He said I didn’t do anything and gave me a $100 personal bond. Steve was mad, as usual. They got Bowman, and he bound me over. Steve was pleased.He was not going to be a drug dealing cop. Plus, his mom was sick with cancer, he couldn't do that to her!
My brother was a drug dealer. Steve is and was a narcotics cop. The woman beating cop is Paul McDougal. I met his girlfriend when we both worked at a clothing store in Bloomfield Hills. We became good friends. We were like 22 and 24. She had lost her mom when she was 16 years old. She and Paul lived in Crystal Lake Apartments with their twins, and her son. She had come to Michigan by way of San Antonio, by way of New York. She had two sisters who lived in Detroit and she came here to be close to them and met Paul. We both got jobs and became close friends. To this day he tells people we were lovers. I have never had sex with a woman, but I loved her, she was a very sad person. No mother, a sister who took advantage of her and in her words, “A boyfriend that beat the shit out of her”. She would cry on my shoulders and tell me how strong I was. How she wished she could be like me and how I could stand up to anybody. I still don’t know what she meant. Any of the women I met in jail or prison, since. Our phone was tapped from my brother drug dealing. One day I called Steve and McDougal found out and was scared. He needed to find a way to discredit me. I guess he went to Pam Chambers to tell her about it, and she told him that I had stalked her younger brother Jukie when I was with him in the summer of ’01. I never did such a thing. The other brother Nate had woken us up one morning,because he needed Jukie’s truck. His had gotten repossessed through the the morning, and he had a job to do. He slipped up and said he was going to get $2,500 from Boo, one of my brother’s co-defendants, a drug dealer. Pam was a Seargent with Pontiac at the time. She wants to help McDougal because I know her brother is getting money from a drug dealer, which most likely she’s a “drug dealing cop”.
She tells McDougal at some point that I’ve stalked her brother Jukie before. Their brother Nathan tells that lie, because he got a big mouth, talking bout he’s going to get money from who the Feds call a “King Pin”. One that today has done every lick of his time, my brother has, too. Nathan Chambers thought I was nothing, just someone his brother could lay up with and he could lie on. He knows better these days. My father was a dealer, too, caught in ’82, and he started working with the Feds then. He dealt drugs with Don Cornelios of “Soul Train”. He did 18 months on his indictment; my brother did 19 years on his. He didn’t want to snitch. I did four for my man, who wasn’t really my man at the time. I got to prison protected. Those LIFERS run prisons. They walked past me every day, “You alright? I would answer, “I’m okay”. Everybody knew not to mess with me. Only the real troublemaker’s mad trouble. I’m starting to question if they were making trouble getting me to RTP so I could have my own room. From day one it was a setup, like they set Steve up with this young girl meant to break his heart and turn him out on drugs. The same way Pam Chambers brother, Jukie was meant to turn me out. After he got me pregnant, he told people that he never asked me to be his girlfriend. This child they put on Steve almost got him to marry her. After she got him to fall in love, they turned her out and she was smoking crack, having sex with different kind of men and one day I called and saved his entire life. That little boy in the hall, the Webster Hall at Central and 1200. My entire life in those eyes of peridot. God keeps putting us together. To tell the truth, I thought I had a choice. “My man” would look like me, be Black and beautiful. Nope, he's Italian What lies we tell ourselves, what lies we tell…Amen
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