Let me tell you, as Chief Judge, Nanci Grant was never above being a pimping judge. One day while in a holding cell, Jackie Curry and a couple of inmates were giving me a hard time. When I went to court, I always had a hard time. The women usually would pick a fight with me. I wouldn’t even be doing anything to anyone. Some little skinny White girl sitting between a Black woman’s legs playing in her hair. She would suddenly turn on me with fiery words of negativity. Being who I am, I would let her have it with everything I had. Then all the little White girls started in. It was like three of them. They all acted like the were so big and bad, with another two or three Black women who they thought would “Have their back”. I wasn’t scared of not one of them and would have fought all of them. I was about to pull the one who had stood up on the concrete bench, off her thorn and beat the brakes off her. They all got extremely loud like they had read my mind. One girl started beating on the door. Amanda Hernandez is a prostitute. Mr. Murray must not die in vain.
The Dep came to the door furious. “What’s going on in here?” He demanded. He looked around and one of the girls exploded, “It’s her!” She pointed at me.
I pointed to myself, “Bitch! I didn’t say shit to none of y’all! You started with me!”
“It’s her she always starting stuff.”
“All the girls rang out, “It’s her!”
I was the third time it had happened, and I was used to it. It was Ms. Lydia. It was never the girls from my pod; it was always from general population. Where she reigned as the mother of the teenagers, and low-level criminals. Shoplifters and uttering and publishing and credit card fraud. The women over there were cursed with a lack of things to do. They usually turned on one another or helped the Deps create havoc in the pod. Miss Lydia had given them word for them to make enough noise for the Deputy to come and when he got there blame it all on me. She knew that they would have to move me. They always did. Before I left, however, Jackie let me know her judge was the Chief Judge, Nanci Grant. Jackie spent her days in Bam-Bam. That’s the place in the jail where the lights are on 24/7. It’s so-called “suicide watch”, in reality, it’s a sex dungeon. Deputies come down in the Annex and stick their penises in the food slots and get hand jobs and blow jobs. In the medium pod they have sex with one another. Sometimes Ms. Lydia would watch. The Deaconess.
They say that she stands across the fence and talks about how pitiful we are, popping her lips and shaking her head. She has a great big bubble butt that the Sergeant likes a lot. When they put me in that cell by myself and blew that cold air on me all morning, I was miserable. Just like I am now having to take cold showers, because they scammed me into changing my gas carrier. I got a bill for $659. But they sent bills for $50. Ms. Lydia’s games to get me to prostitute is no match to the men who are hounding me now. They are relentless. Cold showers are no joke.





