Anna Simon is not the story

Anna Simon ex-President MSU

I'm going to admit, I didn't know this woman's name. She's been called "The former President of MSU", so much that I had to Google that very sentence to find out her name. Unlike Larry Nassar, who has been paraded on every major network in Detroit by name, this woman has no name. When I got the notification on my Facebook page, from Channel 7 Action News, the comments were already rolling. The general consensus is that she is a lying monster. Everything that Larry Nassar had done was now her fault and she should pay for the pain and suffering for every single woman that was raped and abused by Nassar. Really? I thought that he had been molesting young women for earlier than her tenure. In short, this is a witch-hunt, to further punish someone for the misguided choices of a sick man. There are men that are leading this investigation and who are going to punish this woman for doing her job. Like it or not, she didn't lie simply to protect herself, but to protect the university, too. If she lied, at all. Who wants to deal with all that mess? People who have never known the suffering of a whistle-blower, like I have as a whistle-blower myself, you ain't ready for that mess. As a woman, without a man to protect you every day, you have no cover. You will be like me, unable to walk outside my door without being harassed.

What really makes me mad about this arrest is her obvious masculine looks. If she was dainty, and sweet with a bob and Ann Klein conservative specs, she wouldn't be where she is. She's not nice and frail, but has a man-like quality, and the faces that she makes. Well, they tell you in no uncertain terms that she is not to be messed with. Even now, being arrested at 71, she doesn't look scared. She looks mildly perturbed, by the gall of being arrested. She was, if she lied, denying the thing that would have brought the entire State of Michigan legacy to a fall. Being a hero in this situation was not going to be easy. There is always a group of perverted White men that are willing to keep whatever mess that is going on going. Men who themselves have participated in some kind of sexual deviance that they don't want exposed. Men who believe that no matter what is going on, they don't care, women are tools used for the purpose of satisfying a man. Living at that time for 67-years, she knew that all that was in those files weren't going to be told without casualties. The real causes and causers would never come to the forefront. Someone else would have to take the blame and she did not want that to be her! Can you blame her?

Can you really blame her? I spent months that turned into years in the Oakland County Jail (OCJ). I was literally tortured and sent to mental institutions, because I didn't want to prostitute in jail. Judges, lawyers, prosecutors and deputies did me wrong and let it all happen. When a 11-member jury claimed that I was guilty of a crime, when the so-called victim had lied in open-court. There was one lone holdout, a Black man that refused to find me guilty, because he had heard the lie. My lawyer spoke to the foreman and told him that they were wrong. That man told her that he never heard a lie. She came back to me and hunched her shoulder and said, "You're lucky they took your plea. They were going to give you at least eight years." My limit was 14 months, and I had done 17. I took a plea, because I was afraid that I would be found guilty, and the same judge that sent me to prison on a 90-day case, would send me back to prison for longer. Based on what my lawyer had said that was going to be 4-times the 17 months. I had done four years on the 90-day limit. That's not the least of it. The prosecutor took those 17 months and gave me 5 years’ probation on top of that. I had beat her in 2013, and my so-called victim was a White man and she wanted to "send a message" I guess. She wasn't a loser and no Black woman, belong with a White man. I don't see this case as any different with Lou Anna Simon's gender and outward appearance being the driving factor.

People are crying for those young women and their situation. Angry that they were fondled by their sports doctor...Boo hoo! What about the women in OCJ that are there right now, giving sexual favors for potato chips and hamburgers. Who cares about them? Who cares about me? I'm being harassed and followed, my house is tapped, my phones are tapped, and law enforcement is trying to ruin my life. I refused to prostitute and told people about it. What about us? Do we not matter, because of our color, or crimes or our economic class? Because we don't live in the suburbs and aren't subject to the thrills of having to be athletes and even meet a man like Larry Nassar? Why hasn't anyone heard me? How come no one has come to those women rescue. It's been eight years, since my first letter. Where is our cavalry? Who is going to save a whore? I'm not a whore, but believe me, many of those women in OCJ aren't either. Their circumstances, have put them in a place where their womanhood can be exploited. They are using DHS to blackmail them and threatening to take their children.  My story is the real story and they won't allow a single news franchise in Metro-Detroit to air it on their station. White men are following me, harassing me and making my life a living hell. They want to pimp women, buy cars, boats and Christmas presents. I mean all women that enter that jail, regardless of height, weight, color, national origin, creed or religious affiliation. EVERY woman is susceptible, can and will be sold, but no one cares about that. It is happening in Wayne County, too.

Lou Anna Simon is the victim of a male driven world. No matter who is in charge, this seems to be the condition of women in America. They have other women saying she should rot in jail. The woman has never committed a crime in her life. If she is found guilty, she'll get probation and will probably see a probation officer for two years and die. These men, however don't care. They think she is strong. I'm attractive and strong, I don't look masculine, but I'm not afraid. As they try to run me off the road and frighten me. Try to mentally break me down with fire trucks, EMS trucks and crack dealers trying to run me down on my city streets. I still won't stop writing. I have sought refuge in my house, but I will do what I need to do to survive. I will still ride on the highway, I still go into the drug dealing stores, if necessary and I won't let them embed so much fear in me that I stop living. When you see photos of Ms. Simon, she doesn't seem like the type who can be intimidated either! 

People, this is not the story. This is the story they want you to hear, now. This is the story that will make Schuette look like he's still on the job, after his epic loss and his seat being taken by an openly gay woman. They are going to prosecute a woman that looks gay and send a message that no one is off limits. I'm a Black woman and part of a protected class of people. These men do not care! They will risk the idea that they are harassing a Black woman and will appear racist if found out. Like the men that were hiding the Nassar sex crimes, they think no one will ever know who they are. I will bet you a million dollars that someone knows exactly who they are. I'm just disappointed that I can't say that in time we will all know. I have literally suffered for the last 17-years and none of my nemesis have been exposed. Some of them have died, retired or allowed to keep their jobs out of "The Blue Wall". Nassar, like Weinstein, was a gift. A gift to help women during the #Metoo Movement that conveys that they are doing their part. There are 100 deputies that work that Annex, every day. Who is going to be fired? Who is going to jail? The most important question that other men ask is, "Who will feed his family?" "How will his household run without him?" "How can we let the public know that law enforcement has been breaking the law for over 20-years?" We can't...We simply can't. So, women like Lou Anna Simon and I suffer. 

It makes you think that the bad guy wins, every time. People didn't like Weistein. Larry Nassar was a nerd and probably didn't have many friend, anyway. The "Good ole Boys" are protected. They hold to a creed that doesn't allow them to be caught. They look out for one another. Keep one another's secrets and they keep everything they have. That's the game. Only those of different race, or fall in love with different races, are weird or obnoxious are set-up for extinction. Come on, this is just like high school. Lou Anna Simon is being prosecuted, because she looks different. Anna Simon is a woman that is not allowed to exercise her right to make choices. If she looked like Bestie Devos or Nancy Pelosi, she wouldn't be where she is, today, fighting for her freedom. We know those women lie, too. But they have the support of entire parties, too. Lou Anna Simon had to pay to get support, two lawyers at $200 an hour. I'm tortured every day, because I don't have any money and those women in jail right now are sold for the same reason. Plus, we are worthless to society. Criminals are subject to all kinds of injustice, including being murdered by the police. Even when, in the case if Ms. Simon and MSU, the victims involved are worthy of justice and aren't criminals or dress "funny". The system is broken, and someone needs to fix it.

Now, they want to put her in a system that doesn't work. A system that creates repeated felons and doesn't correct their behavior at all. Synder is building a vocational center at Huron Valley and that facility is over-crowded by at least 800 women. There is mold in makeshift showers in a dorm made from a warehouse. There is a mysterious rash going around and I believe a scam with Huron Valley Hospital. I believe that they lie and saying women have cancer. They are cutting off women breast and giving them chemo-treatments. When the say they are sick in the units, they are told, "Drink some water and lie down". But he wants to look like he's done something great, before leaving office, even if its cosmetic and doesn't do a thing about the women's condition. They are dying in there for no cause. These are the real stories, the stories that aren't told, because citizens don't want to hear about the suffering of criminals, until the meet an ex-convict in a dark parking lot during Black Friday. I bet you'll care about prison reform then...

Ode to Sarah G.

Sarah F. Gaynor

This person was the hardest person to have to live with.  Sarah Gaynor is a slut. The worst kind of slut, because she used sex to get away with murder. Honestly, I just didn't like her. Game can peep game and she came to me and talked to me one night before bed.  I think she was actually hitting on me, but she tried to tell me about the peanut butter, too.  See, at the Forensic Center, it's beneficial for you to be crazy.  They were putting a bit of LSD in our food at times.  It made Sarah have bad dreams.  I don't know, but for some reason I had bad dreams that night.  I don't think Sarah mind the Adderal, it is similar to the feeling cocaine gives you.  She told me some stories that mirrored the true stories of me and another inmate I helped write an important letter to exit the Forensic Center. She was jealous, because she was ready to go. I heard she gave the best "blow jobs". This meant that Sarah had been informed thoroughly about me, before I got back there.  This was my second trip to the Forensic Center on a case that I beat. Probably by Matt, security personnel that had a quickie with a woman that burnt her two children alive, because her new boyfriend thought they were a nuisance.

Sarah knew I wasn't "insane" and that's what I meant by game peeping game.  Somewhere in my heart, I think she was trying to help me or find a friend in me.  Her case had her wanting to get close to a Black person, because her BFF Amy was leaving, soon. What she told me next would ruin our relationship, forever.  She said she was involved in a car crash while intoxicated.  I think intoxication includes drugs and alcohol.  She had been found with actual drugs and alcohol in her system.  A Black man had been killed in the crash and burned alive. His family was mad she got an NGRI.  Not Guilty by Reason of Insanity. I was mad, too, because Sarah is not mentally ill.  Like Amy, they had just given her a free ride.  Her psychiatrist, a man who she spends 45 minutes with in a conference room, is about to let her out. I don't know exactly what they do in the conference room, but knowing Sarah it was probably some kind of sex act.

She also told me that his family was upset she was at the Forensic Center and not doing time in prison. They say there is nothing wrong with her, and I agree.  As you know while in prison, they made me live amongst those who are mentally ill, in order to keep me out of trouble.  It wasn't that hard, because they were usually more involved with who they are not, to just leave you alone.  Unless they are worrisome, and there were a few of them.  I was very doped up and couldn't really tell the difference, anyway.  But I know the signs, especially those of a schizophrenic.  Of all the disorders in mental illness, it is the most tormenting.  Seeing things and hearing things that aren't there is horrible and you can't stand it.  Medication is usually not solace for schizophrenia.  The people I know still have signs and symptoms while on their medication.

Schizophrenics have no control of it.  A lying crooked psychiatrist would tell you there is, but I know there is not.  Sarah's medication couldn't help her act normally, and she act real normal, and not like any schizophrenic I know. They aren't social butterflies like Sarah and Amy, walking the gym holding hands and getting dates from men who live there. They are shamed usually and bothered by their illness and most of the time are solitary people.  They don't stand up in group and raise their hand and say, "I have bad dreams" But I think Sarah is ready to leave the Forensic Center, one way or the other.  Mostly she wants to go to a step-down like Amy, but it's only been a year.  Except,"Vehicular Homicide" doesn't carry as much time as "Open Murder".  So, a year versus Amy's two is just about right. When you talk on the scale of prostitution for a prison sentence...I guess.

So, one day when Sarah was going through our DVD Collection, and asked who wanted to watch "Men in Black" and Matt -the FSA that has sex with child killers- started laughing, I lost it.  I cursed her out, and called her and Amy sluts.  Told her that she was a murderer and deserved to go to prison.  She smiled, but two weeks later decided that she was terribly upset with me.  She used that an excuse not to go to groups that she wasn't attending, anyway.  Before I got there, and discovered that she was a fake, Sarah didn't do anything she didn't want to do.  All she had to do is have sex.

That's when she went to every White racist employee and told them that I was threatening her.  I was being watched and they told Sarah if there was ever a problem that they need to seek relief from staff.  Nothing was going on, and the staff started to get the picture.  Then Sarah was in trouble, but not much, he was quickly becoming their only money maker.  Amy was leaving soon.  When Amy did leave, she started blaming all her short comings on Amy.  "I wasn't a nice person, because Amy told me not to talk to you all."  She lied, she did what she wanted; don't blame Amy when she leaves.  When it was Amy in group, while she was there that said Sarah wasn't going to let go of our animosity.  Amy didn't understand why Sarah was so bitter and vindictive, because she was raised in a kind loving home and had all she wanted, love and materialistically.

Sarah admitted she suffered from what is known as hysteria.  It's a personality disorder that causes a person to seek attention.  I can believe that, because Sarah used our situation to get the entire staff against me and on her side.  I thought I was in a bad movie, like "Single White Female."  Then when Amy left, she came to everybody she had treated like the dork class in high school and made amends.  That included me, because we were all ready to treat her really bad.  If it wasn't for her fellow prostitute who hadn't left, she would have never won President.  Amy had the job before she left.  We had it set-up for another woman to get it, but a new woman split the vote.

Although, we all knew why Amy and Sarah were getting so much attention, we sorta could stomach Amy a little more.  She is a bit older and street wise, and understood that she had been given a gift and not to "rock the boat".  Sarah treated us all like we were in high school.  She was the Molly Ringwald of South 4.  Remember, in "The Breakfast Club", she was the elite and didn't have to treat people nicely or with respect.  There was a pecking order and she was at the top of the food chain.  Amy tried to teach her, but found the idea she was from privilege, to disregard her ignorance.  I really didn't blame.

When Amy left, they tried to lie and say she was in Kalamazoo.  The family of the man that she killed is out to get her, so they say.  Sarah kept up the charade and told us that Amy was talking to one of her boyfriends at Kalamazoo.  An old patient, however, wrote to a women still at the Forensic Center.  She told her that she heard that Amy was with her.  I hope this makes you understand how the White race in Oakland County truly knows how good they have it.  They don't care, they don't see and Sarah doesn't understand that she killed a man while drinking and on drugs.  I told her that my friend Chrissy got 13 years for doing what she did.  She stares into space, and I think and counts how many more men she has to sleep with before she can escape.  How many more Friday's she has to spend with Dr. Saragoza in a conference room.

To let you know how unaware Sarah is, or it could be that she is just too young.  She told me, "I'm sorry, I'm scared of Black people."  I reiterated her point and said, "There are some Black people that I'm afraid of.  There are also some Whites I am afraid of, too.  Fear has no color."  I believe that Sarah is prejudice, and that's why she underestimated me.  As a 21 year old woman, she believed she could out-fox me.  I'm a 42 year old Black woman from the hood.  That was very doubtful, but as I've said, Sarah is not that smart.  She uses her body to get what she wants, which is sad but gets her that all important attention she craves.  Just like shaking her leg and hand when she drinks her coffee.  Just another fake-out.

I once watched her simulate oral sex on a candy cane, when a staff member showed me some attention.  He was alright, but Sarah and Amy had been trying to get him for months.  For some reason he found me interesting.  Sarah sat at a table and did a imitation of deep throat.  I was so shocked.  See, now Amy put her up to that!

This is what her local paper had to say about Sarah:

https://patch.com/michigan/berkley/oak-park-woman-not-guilty-in-fatal-crash-in-berkley

I recently messaged Sarah on Facebook. She replied, "What do you want from me?" I answered, "did I ask you for anything" Then I blocked her. The woman in the article said that she suffered from mental illness. Sarah has histrionics. She'll do and say anything to get attention. That's why she is so promiscuous. You can get a lot of attention having sex with a lot of men. She was world renowned in the State run Forensic Center and a pro at the Saginaw Valley Hospital where she had weekly appointments with the staff. I was with her twice when Chuck took her; allegedly! 

The scene of the fiery crash where Terence Dyer died!

AXE...The Great?

Axe St. Claire Shore Police dog

On the morning of November 5, 2018, I woke up and turned on the television. One of the news reports that was airing on Fox 2 News, was one about a man who was killed at a reception venue in St. Clair Shores.  There had been a baby-shower going on. A man thought that his family was in danger and grabbed a gun and took off outside. People working at the venue, saw that the man had a gun and called the police. When the police had gotten there and asked the man to drop his gun and man took off running, instead.  The police then sent the dog, Axe, after the man down the parking lot. The dog, bit the man on the backside and the man still didn’t stop and neither did the dog. Once the dog was on the man, again, the man shot and killed the dog. The police, St. Claire Shore police, then returned fire and killed the man. He was shot 10 times, and I can imagine if it was while he was running in the back. It seems that the life of the dog was more valuable to the police than the life of the man. Several policemen, thought that they were in imminent danger, because at least three of them returned fire. It has been 20 years, since I fired an M-16 for the US Army, but the rules are that you shoot a weapon in a triangular grid. Therefore, three shots, in succession, and the goal is to get three shots off, three breaths and three holes in the target. So, I get confused when people are shot once or twice or ten times, someone doesn’t know the rules. You shoot that weapon, you shoot it three times, because three times is one time.

Those shots should be tight, too. Each bullet should land on top of one another to be precise. That triangle ideally should be one big hole, from each bullet falling on top of the other.  If your triangle is big as your hand, you are a bad shot.  Bigger, a lousy shot and smaller, you are a pretty good shot. So, either one officer was over zealous, in my opinion, or a few were holding back. Either way, somebody or somebodies did it wrong. I always think of Method Man and Mary J.’s song “Your all I Need to get by”. At the end of one of Method Man’s verses, he says, “So, keep it tight, alright?” That’s what Drill Sergeant Mondragon insisted on. He even cheated, and to us to a simulation that helped us learn that concept. We were score on how many times we hit our target, but before we got scored the object of our shooting was to make the tightest triangle you could make, and perfection wasn’t even to hit your target. He claimed he could work on your aim later. Maybe you needed glasses or something, but those shots needed to be tight. I say all of this to say that I’m confused. How does a man get shot 10 times, an even number, when three is odd?

But what else got to me that morning, after hearing that a man had been killed was an interview. Camille Amiri, Fox 2 News reporter was talking to a man outside the venue. The man had said, “This is usually a pretty nice neighborhood”, or something like that. My Black folk radar went up immediately. I thought, “That man was Black.” Later on in the morning, after some investigation they showed a picture of the man. He was a Black man, and the baby-shower was for his unborn child. That “usually”, made me know that there was something going on at the venue that wasn’t “usual”, and like I told the Head of Personnel at Walsh College, Black folk know every place where we’re not wanted. Sometimes, however, we extend our Blackness and go where we are not wanted for a nicer result. We know when we do this that we are risking our peace, there is a chance that we won’t be treated right and like in this case that we could possibly die. The local police are staunch on getting their point across. If ever anything happens in their city limits with Black or Latinos (who they put a little more value on, based on their skin) it is their goal to send a message that we aren’t wanted there. The shooting on November 4, 2018, let us know that St. Claire Shores police put more value on the life of a dog more than the life of a Black man.

For me and people like me, it is obvious. St. Claire Shore, one of the places we know aren’t welcome. The life of a dog is more valued than the life of a human being that is Black. We are less than a dog in St, Claire Shores. Now, they are putting blue lights all around the city. People are putting blue lights up on their front porch. The people of St. Claire Shores, loved this dog so much that they call the local hardware store for blue bulbs at a steady rate. St. Claire Shores loved this dog and has not said one word about the child that has lost its father. What I heard from the newscast is that he was an ex-convict that had did time in prison that was carrying a gun.  The dog in this case was worth shooting a man in the back. No one is collecting money in St. Claire Shores for the unborn child that no longer has a father. They killed a man who was trying to protect his family. A man who was obviously scared, because he took off running from the police. He already knew what was going to happen or at least he suspected he would be hurt or harmed. If not, why would he run. In Pontiac, we know when we entered Waterford back in the 70’s, 80’s and 90’s that we would more than likely be pulled over. Driving my brother’s 1977 Cutlass Supreme, I knew that I would be stopped. When I was, I got five tickets, because I “played the race card”. It was my reality, but O.J. had gotten off for murder, and some police were out to prove a point.

Besides, it wasn’t “Playing the race card”. My driving record is the proof what I said was true. I couldn’t keep a driver’s license when I drove that car. I had suspended license the entire time that I drove it, from 1997 to 1999. Waterford had been the final straw that “broke the camel’s back”. I worked every day, and my mother worked in Bloomfield Hills, every day. That car was the only way we could get to work. I drove into Bloomfield Hills and was stopped three times in three months. My mother would be stranded at work, because I was on the side of the road being search and the car searched. Usually, I would just get my tickets and drive away. In Waterford, however, the cop had a chip on his shoulder. He knew that I was driving home from work. But when I said that he only stopped me, because I was Black. That chip got larger, and my fate was sealed. He not only gave me five tickets but towed my car. That’s what I got 20 years ago for driving a “doper ride”. Nothing has changed for us even today. Waterford has changed, because a study showed they stopped more Blacks than Whites. Plus, the majority of their tickets were written on the border of Waterford where it touched Pontiac, Dixie, Elizabeth Lake Road and Telegraph.

Like most larger cities, Pontiac and Detroit have suburbs. In order to get to Detroit to Pontiac or Detroit to Port Huron, you must first drive through those suburbs. St. Claire Shores or Sterling Heights. The drive to Lakeside Mall is a scary feat to for Black folk. Imlay city is right up the block, Utica and other racist White cities. I can’t even name them all, because I know to not go that way. Many of the cities like Dearborn near Detroit have succumb to Middle Easterners’ and aren’t as bad, anymore. But the racist still live there, one of my professors at Walsh told me that “You go across the street and it’s a whole new world now.” I guess they limit the residency of the Middle Eastern families. My professor was born and raised in Dearborn. She had a very negative view of Black people, when she read my work for the first time, she accused me of cheating. They added a section to on-line uploads that makes you swear that the work is yours. Come to find out that she was a fake PhD. She was the cheater and Walsh's administration a lie.

I understand all too clear about racism. I went to prison, because Oakland County Judicial System can’t stand inter-racial relationships. They don’t like Black folk here. As long as we stay in Pontiac, and too many of us don’t move into their neighborhoods they are fine. We don’t get the help we need on foreclosures that others do, and I believe that’s to have us move out. That way they can have water and sewer and not drains and water softeners. Like St. Claire Shores, they have a way of showing you by their police that you aren’t wanted. There are systems that they create to keep you out of their city. Mainly it is the higher property taxes. You may be able to afford the mortgage, but not the taxes. When all that doesn’t work, and they find Black folk getting to comfortable in their city, they do what St. Claire Shore did and kill one of us. Then we will get the clear message that we’re not wanted there. It works for me and I don’t want to go anyplace I’m not wanted.  I want to see what’s going to happen to those police in St. Claire Shores, who shot a man in the back for killing a dog. If nothing, it will send the message that a dog’s life is more important that a man’s life. As long as they can demean a man, call him a criminal and disregard that he was protecting his own life, you can kill him and get away with it.

What is even more disheartening, is that they have put no regard in the life of the mother or his unborn child. Men are out in the street selling bracelets for a dog and haven’t said one thing about how the child will be raised without a father. How the woman will care for her child without a father.  The total disregard for a man’s life is astonishing, because he was a Black felon. While they allow White men to rape and pillage their cities, because they don’t even suspect them of being criminals and allow them to roam their streets freely. I’ve met numerous White people while in “the system” that got away with robbing ritzy neighborhoods for months, because they were robbing their own. They need to tell it; White people commit crimes against other Whites. Black people commit crimes against other Blacks. That is a statistical fact, and White people get away with crime disproportionately than Blacks. Black people also get harsher treatment and die at a higher rate when encountering the police. This incident in St. Claire Shores is just a microcosm of life for Black men in America. Which is sad, because that means they are ignoring the truth.

The true life of a dog!

https://www.facebook.com/wedontdeserveanimalsDM/videos/1354707348004102/